today my mood is getting me down, very strange, i'm normally never this lifeless.
i'm just tired, really tired.

maybe tomorrow will be better...

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse?

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worst?

Lights will guide you home,

And ignite your bones,

And I will try to fix you ...

these plainlights made me smile, guide me back home...

lyrics from coldplay's *fix you*

farsightedness

sharp my vision
with your infirior wisdom
but don't be mad if I choose to be blind
oblivious to the world around me
drowning in thoughts...

wish you were here...

there is this song from incubus called "wish you were here"
and I think that this picture captures that song so well...

I dig my toes into the sand

The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds

strewn across a blue blanket

I lean against the wind,

pretend that I am weightless

And in this moment I am happy

Happy

I wish you were here

I wish you were here

I wish you were here

I wish you were...here

I lay my head onto the sand

The sky resembles a back-lit canopy

with holes punched in it

I'm counting UFO's,

I signal them with my lighter

And in this moment i am happy

Happy

I wish you were here

I wish you were here

I wish you were...here

Wish you were here

The world's a rollercoaster

And I am not strapped in

Maybe I should hold with care

But my hands are busy in the air

I wish you were hereI wish you were...

I wish you were here

I wish you were here

I wish you were...here

Wish you were here

the hour of the night

polaroids
pieces to remember me by
fragments of a shattered life
colect them and know why...

am I losing my mind
or am I the only thing that's normal?
I'm gazing with open eyes
while others just walk by ...

an other sleepless night
(to remember me by)
awake 'till the twilight...

the moon is keeping me awake
millions of stars staring at me
I feel their eyes on my back
reading my thoughts;
creeping into my mind
and as paranoia sets in
I see the sun rising
shining light on this godforsaken mess ...

take me along,
if just for a while
to lay down my head
'till the next daylight
and all is quiet.

testing 1,2,3 ....

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